The title above literally is the one word to describe my life right now!
What if comfort isn’t the goal?
We live our lives constantly chasing after what is comfortable and we therefore think that these things are ‘good’. Think about it practically, we eat ‘comfort food’ (chocolate for me) when we’ve had a bad day because we want something to make us feel some sort of safety. We don’t take those opportunities to meet different and new people because that might be awkward and not very comfortable at all. We make ourselves have daily routines to feel comfortable in our days. Even down to wearing PJs because they’re loose and we don’t have to ‘suck in’ and therefore they have the upmost comfort.
These are all things that we are prone to do because being uncomfortable is awkward and weird and it’s quite frankly horrible. So then, why does God call us to be uncomfortable?
‘Go into all the world and preach the gospel to all creation’
Could you imagine how uncomfortable it would be to start preaching the gospel to literally everyone? The backlash would be something incredible and I doubt that I am only speaking for myself when I say that preaching the gospel to the world sounds like something they’d rather someone else do because you don’t want to feel like a weirdo, someone that sticks out, someone that’s different to the mould that society now has created. And why don’t we want to feel this way? Because it’s uncomfortable.
BUT, what if I told you that actually you feeling like this is purely evidence that you belong in heaven with God. If we felt at home in this world, if we felt normal when we told our friends that we spent our Friday night with our youth group or that we spent the Easter holidays on a church holiday, then we would be destined for right here. We feel uncomfortable because we feel weird because we are different, we are called to a different place for a purpose that is much greater than any of our worries about being uncomfortable or weird. If we felt normal telling other people that we believe in a God who is both man and God at the same time, is 3 in one and that he came back to life after being murdered by Romans, then the likelihood is, we are telling people who already know and believe the same thing. But because we are telling people that don’t believe this, we become even more aware of just how weird it all is. Yet, take hope in your uncomfortability because it only means that your purpose is heaven, your home is heaven not the world.
As C.S Lewis puts it ‘If we find ourselves with a desire that nothing in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that we were made for another world.’
You see recently I have realised that being uncomfortable means that you are doing something right. I began to realise that we only have one life, and these decisions that we make don’t only effect us but they effect generations to come. I know that I want my life to reflect that I believe that Jesus came and died for me to have life and life in all its fullness (John 10:10) and I want my life to be for his life in order for more to know this love that I am so wrapped up in. I sound like a lunatic right? I am aware of this and that’s why I feel awkward and uncomfortable half the time but this is all I want for my life and so my decisions even down to the way I talk must reflect that. My passion cannot and will not be held back purely because I feel uncomfortable because what is uncomfort in the face of God? Absolutely nothing.
So, with all this said, it brings me back to a quote by Paul David Tripp ‘The goal of the Gospel isn’t human comfort but human transformation.’ Nowhere in the Bible does Jesus say that comfort is the goal, so why do we strive for it?
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